after Danez Smith
because a god cannot separate our bond that is stronger than him,
i will numb myself with your memories
until he gets jealous of us.
i want to rinse myself more with the beauties in you,
because a goddess sounds better when it speaks through you.
maybe i will try to grow another you on my skin,
then i will consider us more human.
sometimes you’re the echo,
one that grows in the wet wall of my body when i am lonely.
i want to pour my skin on the kitchen table until it reaches the other end.
you’re the softness that lives in the songs on my tongue.
because you’ve always heard my first cries after every crazy heartbreaks,
because you’ve pieces of my skins inside your fingernails,
because you’ve given me a love greater than a god,
i will filter our pictures into black & white.
my mother said all best friends’ pictures that are filtered in black & white never die.
Jeremy T. Karn writes from somewhere in Liberia. His work had appeared and forthcoming in 20.35: Contemporary African Poets Volume III anthology, The Whale Road, Ice Floe Press, ARTmosterrific, The Rising Phoenix, Kalahari Review, The African Writers, Praxis Online Magazine, Shallow Tales Review, The Kissing Dynamite, Madness Muse Press and elsewhere. His chapbook (Miryam Magdalit) has been selected by Kwame Dawes and Chris Abani (The African Poetry Book Fund), in collaboration with Akashic Books, for the 2021 New-Generation African Poets chapbook box set.